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Name: Josh
Country: United States
State: Maryland
Gender: Male
Interests: Music, Art, Writing, Martial Arts, Philosaphy, Stratagy...........
Expertise: Define Expertise...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message me
AIM:  burningpoet
Member Since:
5/14/2002
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there was a castle in the sand so many years ago,
part of a kingdom so many do not know
the hours spent maintaining the lands
with nimble fingers and tireless hands
often left the masons with moats to dig and walls to man
a work of love or a work of play
a lost city by night a beacon by day
a wonder how many are washed away
each with its own plan
a kingdom in the sand
those were the days fighting for a home,
decorated with so many things found
eh a work in progress.........messy but maybe potential.....????
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Well, i've settled on psychology, i'm
finishing my minor in music performance, so while i was planning on
working on my own stuff this spring, it looks like i'm going to put off
alot of it until the summer. However, i beleive that all the
classical training for my recital will help me out in my own
works. At any rate, hopefully if all goes well i'll be graduating
next spring. I think i might post some of my observations
about the world, in an attempt to guide anyone who's interested to a
better understand of themselves and consequently a better understanding
of the world.....
"know thyself for that is the beginning of all things"
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| The small bit of good sense I have left should keep me away from an
actual problem with all that naked lunch, passed out in a gutter,
bleeding from veins filled with junk, eighty percent toxic waste just
enough to huff, while keeping in touch with shady landlords locking in
the screams of addicts broken dreams atrophied by blazing away their
life with aluminum foil and scummed up bathrooms, figuring out who and
how to find just one more hit or miss dose, drink the night away just
to give into the insomnia, alarms ringing, cracking splintered dead
bolts buried alive by the muzzle but craving more than
suffocation....extinction and nothing more.....
September 29, 2006
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well, the time has come the walrus
said to talk of many things, from bees to plants to candle wax of
cabbages and kings............
I'm dropping my music education major this semester
in persuit of other options, it's just not working out and the more i
look at the situation the more i realize music education is not the
right major for me....just got back from camping that was lovely,
although there are some bluffs and deception tactics i'm watching out
for just trying to get a better veiw of the feild before i make a move.
so if anyone has any thoughts on
what i should persue or what you see me doing professionally feel
free.......
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"Been dazed and confused for so long its not true........"Led Zeppelin is amazing
I've decided to
start updating again because i need an outlet for my thoughts that is
accessable to other people, whether those people read them or
not. that being said, I've been taking
anti-anxiety/antidepressents for two months and at first they seemed to
be helping, but, just after christmas i started to sink into some of
the worst depression i've ever expereinced, a complete shutdown.
I haven't hardly had a drink for the past two months either, because
i'm not supposed to drink while taking these meds, but last night i
said fuck it and thought i'm hung over that night of
Great Music, Good People, and
a considerable about of good Alcohol, completely letting loose and
enjoying life is by far the greatest remedy for any funk......
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